Gitman

A year older.. a year wiser?

2006-07-27T18:16:12Z

Well ladies and gentleman, with my birthday
having come to an end, it is now time for
Sam's, so happy bday to him.

I want to thank everyone for most definately
the best birthday I have ever had, they
usually have sucked due to the whole summer
thing and a majority of my good friends either
being away, or me myself not being here.

But anyways, thanks everyone, its been great.
I'm looking forward to the 19th year of my
life, and really to the rest of the summer,
tomorrow begins the awesome last chapter to
summer 2006 so lets enjoy and hold on for the
ride.

Peace.
Luigi.

gitman @ 2005-09-02T22:16:00

2005-09-03T02:16:56Z

Cheryl is way more awesome than I give her credit for.

With a passion of 1000 fiery suns...

2005-08-19T20:02:30Z

I hated last night. So much. It was the most bitter sweet night of my life.
I hate goodbyes. I can't do them. Dinner was a great time, I am going to
miss that group together.

Mendel, myself, Zeeb, Andrey, Nee, and Mendel all went to get McDonalds
breakfast this morning. It was great. Fast Food breakfast sucks because it
makes me sick everytime I eat it, even though it is delicious. But I was
never more ready to accept sickness than this morning. I did not want to
leave that McDonalds because I knew Zeeb and Mendel would leave my house
for Ithaca as soon as we got back. And they did.

I woke up today from Arianna's usual call at 3:30. It seemed like nothing
had changed. Like I could get up, call Mendel and in 25 minutes be playing
pool in the basement with Mendel, Zeeb, and Mendel...

Arg, I miss them already and I havn't even had enough time to realize
what it is like without them here! Its ridiculous and pathetic. I miss Mendel.
I miss Zeeb. I miss Moons. I miss Ally. I miss all of them!

Whatever, Thanksgiving isn't that far...

A couple other things other then me whining about my friends leaving.

I have never gone from being so important in someones life to
seeming like absolutely nothing in such a short amount of time.
It is another thing this summer has taught me to handle...

I am trying to decide whether to keep with Live journal or not..
It has helped me so much these past months. Sharing my thoughts,
reading my friends, but at the same time... It has also hurt things.
Misinterpretations from other people, from myself apparently...
It sometimes led me down a darker road when me being naive could
have saved me. But I don't know if I wanted the truth, or to be
saved. It also led me down roads of grandeur where everything was
great and perfect. Some of those stayed and some got painfully
ripped away from me. All from stupid live journal. So that is a
choice I have to make.

We need to talk, don't pretend like we don't.

I miss.
I miss..
I miss...

Comfort.

I miss the comfort of four of my good friends a little drive away.
I miss the comfort of being able to call you and talk for hours... which I feel, but hope I have not lost...
I miss the comfort of my basement with EVERYONE in it together again.

AHH. I am a whiny little bitch. Apologies. I just needed to vent somewhere.
And I know that as soon as I hit update journal I will be feeling much
better about them leaving so yeah.

Nee, Andrey, and Sam are also all gone this weekend.
I am starting to wish that I am not going to UMD and
am going to some far away school that left earlier in
the summer. But I am not, so oh well.

Peace.
Gitis.

If I pack the car and leave this town. Who'll notice that I'm not around?

2005-08-13T20:48:28Z

My grandpa's funeral is tomorrow at 11 am.
After the funeral I have to come home and sit here.
Do nothing until we have a shiva service at my house
sunday night. Then I have to go back to synagogue Monday
morning for another service. Then I have received permission
from my father to leave the house monday for the orthodontist
appointment that I have had scheduled for 6 months. Then Monday
night there will be another shiva service at my house. And then
to top it all off, tuesday morning I have to go to synagogue again.

So from Sunday to tuesday, I am only allowed to leave the house
for synagogue, and for an orthodontist appointment. And I am not
allowed to have anyone else over. So pretty much, my parents
are doing whatever they can to depress me as much as possible
in the next three days. I can't wait...

I am going to be so sick of my family by the time tuesday comes
around. Now the question is, once tuesday hits, am I going to be
in a really pissed off mood that I had a shitty three days, or
in a really good mood that those three days are over? Its a toss
up, depends what confrontations I have with my parents over that
time.

Things I had planned that I am going to miss due to this:
1) Seeing Dukes of Hazzard with Andrey, Zeeb, and my brother.
2) Seeing Diddy when he first gets home.
3) Hanging out with Ally again.
4) Seeing four brothers with Mendel, Andrey, Ally, Nee (maybe), Zeeb (maybe), Sam, and Mendel.
5) Andrey's long anticipated party on Monday night.
6) Rick coming and staying with me on monday...
7) Just hanging out with everyone for the next three days while I am under house arrest.

Argh. Now I have to find a place for Rick to stay for Monday and then I can pick him up on Tuesday...
And my Laptop wont be coming in till after all of this, so I wont even have that to play with!!! BOOOOOO.

And to top it all off, my relatives are coming and sleeping in my room and I am sleeping in the
basement. So that means, since I do not have my laptop, no late night internet talks... Argh.

Thats also means, you bastards better come sneaking into my house through the back door at night to
hang out. I expect that from at least Nee, Zeeb, Mendel, Andrey, Sam, Moons and Arianna. AT LEAST.

At least this ends before Cheryl gets home tuesday night...
Thats at least one plus.

Peace.
Gitis.

I just don't understand how you can smile with all those tears in your eyes...

2005-08-12T00:59:53Z

6:30 this evening my grandfather passed away. He was 84.
I went to the nursing home where my family was waiting.
Tonight was the last time I am ever going to see him.

I have never been to a funeral before and now I have my
grandfathers Sunday Morning at 11.

It is going to be a hard three days...

Meet me in outer space...

2005-08-07T20:57:31Z

I am a big baby.
And people are getting hurt because of it.
People I would never ever hurt on purpose.
Fuck it, not people. Person. One person.
I have always known how I felt.
I told you things to try and protect myself and instead hurt you.
But I thought it was what you wanted to hear.
So its what I said.

And its what I tried for.
I tried to make us what I thought you wanted.
Not me. It didn't matter to me what I wanted.

And then you left.
And everything I knew.
Everything I was told, by everyone but you,
the one fucking person I should have asked...
Everything got turned upside down.
And I didn't know what to do.

But everything is figured out on one end.
So, yeah. That damn little thesis really
went a long way now didn't it.

Its funny because a mere sentence
could make everything better.
A simple sentence.

I wish I could sleep more.
Everything is comfortable when
you sleep.

And I have a bad feeling.
A really bad feeling.
I am going to get hurt again.

So now I sit here,
with promises of only happy conversations
and drunken fools in the basement.

A halo of abstinence still hanging over my
head from when you put it there
days before.

And all I am thinking about walking/laying down
anything under the stairs. And just looking into
a deep abyss until i understand whats going on.
Till I see a face in the stars.
And thats when I will go to sleep.

Peace.
Gitis.

Its thoughts like this that catch my troubled head when you're away when I am missing you to death..

2005-08-05T07:28:58Z

I didn't set out and write this to be mean
Or to be hurtful.
Neither.
I just felt like I wanted to write.
I told people that into the earlier parts of the night.

As I sit here with the phone to my ear
Cheryl not talking because she is tired
Myself not talking because I want her to sleep
And both of us not leaving for our own reasons
...I look back on the night.

In a weird light.
I don't feel anger.
I don't feel hurt.
I don't feel empty.
I don't feel pain.

BUT

I don't feel happy.
In essence, I just feel used.

I feel like my house was a hotel. People could come in.
Whether I knew them or not.
And raid the liquor in their personal mini fridges
And then just leave.

I feel like someone that wakes up alone.
With everyone gone.
And not knowing why anyone left.

I feel like a kid who gets chosen last
in gym class. But doesn't know what to do
to make things better.

Some of these thoughts may be dumb, but in all honesty
A lot of people came to my house tonight. Two who I had
never seen before, without my permission or knowledge.

Two others who I am barely acquaintances with.
Also showed up unannounced.

And what did I do about it?
Pretty much nothing. Why?

Because I don't ever stand up for myself.
I buckle for other people and what they want.

But I don't like how tonight turned out.
Thank you to those who tried to help by
removing unwanted company (each for their own various reasons)

But, now I sit here, alone, in silence.
With a lot less alcohol,
a lot less bud..
and the worst part is, i feel no satisfaction from any of it.

Well i hope everyone had a good night.
Nee, feel better man. I'm sorry, you keep getting sick.
I will keep a closer eye on how much you consume in the future.
I promise you that.

As for tomorrow night, I plead abstinence.
Not in my own name. In someone else's.
You know who you are. And I don't care if
you don't want me to do it for you, I will anyways
and you can't stop me. SO there! HMPH!

Well, ladies and gentlemen. I bid you goodnight.
Peace.
Gitis. (Brodie).

And if you didn't realize it yet,
I didn't hook up
with that girl for many reasons.
The main one being...

you.

I did enough to show you that I was willing to give and sacrifice

2005-08-02T06:47:19Z

Wow. Today was a crazy day with a lot jumbled in.

Well the high of the day was a certain hour and a half conversation
with someone
awesome, actually more just ok, actually nothing special, actually more of a jerk, actually i really dont like them
(: KIDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDING :)
that I have not talked
to in too long. It feels so weird not talking to you frequently!

Low of the day was the twenty minutes that I thought Ally's mom's
car was stolen. That scared the crap out of me. It was only moved
and everything is ok. Which is so great.

Favorite Quote: "Oh, aren't you just a poor baby"
~Ally Spector

And now I am online where I was supposed to meet Cheryl at 2,
and she is already 40 minutes late. Tsk. Tsk. She will probably
ditch me like she did last night! Boo!(:-P)

And about that convo earlier, we need to finish it when you get home
and then i will
need you to tell me the truth, you know I'd do that for you.
(^that was clever, if you got it^)

Saw and talked to Luigi for a good 30 minutes at chipotle. It was a good time.
SKY HIGH SUCKED. A couple funny lines. HUGE disappointment.

And don't forget, "man your reception sucks."
We shall see how tomorrow goes.

Dead Poetic tomorrow night.. hm.. I have faith they will be good.

Peace.
Gitis. (Brodie).

Cause you bleed all the time. The pieces of a broken heart are wasted time.

2005-08-01T10:04:39Z

From
Git72687 (11:56:45 PM): Yo.
To
derisi12 (4:42:01 AM): night.

Wow, what an awesome and very loooong conversation.

Cheryl, I waited so long for you to meet me online and you didn't.
So boo to that. And it seemed like an important conversation too. Oh well.
We didn't get your text message till we were waiting for at least an
hour and a half and you sent that message an hour after you were supposed
to be here. So yeah, not happy about that... at all. AND we still need
to talk about that text message that none of us could receive.

Its 5:55 and I am playing live with Sam. I am waking up in
7 hours till I go watch Nee play. Its good to have Sam home :).

Apparently I am going to a dead poetic show. I listened to a bunch of it
tonight, and the lyrics and music is pretty good. But then the roaring
starts and that is where I start to hate that shit.

So Cristina comes back next wednesday, no one knows when Cheryl is actually getting back,
probably at least two weeks. So BOO to both of you, but Ally gets home on Friday, so
YAY to her!

And Sky High tomorrow!!!!

Tonight was an interesting night. Much more on the good side than anything else
and I just don't know what to think about some things. And it bothers me that
it might be awhile before I know what is up. :(. Oh well, sometimes curiosity
and uncertainty are the ways to go.

Yep. Man college is sooooo soon.

And today I got into two bands with female singers that I really enjoy.
They are Bela Fleck and the Postal Service. Maybe this will open up
the way for more bands of the same sort.

Arianna said she is giving me my Bday present tomorrow, I am really
excited for it. Everyone says it is awesome. So yeah.

I don't really know what else to say. Tomorrow I get to tell Nee
about Andy. That will be a blast. And there is a chance that
him and I met a LONG time ago and we didn't know. We will sort it
out after lunch.

Speaking of Andy.. kind of.. Chelsy has been calling me again.
Interesting. I mean it was fun to see her again. Yep. Thats that.

Alrighty everybody. At the nice hour of 6, it is time for me to
retire for the evening.

Itinerary for tomorrow:
1)Regal for lunch and Nee's performance
2)Barnes and Noble with sam?
3)Regal for Sky High
4)Probably my house for hanging out

Sounds like a Blasty Blast. Thats right, I said it!

Peace.
Gitis.(Brodie).

Me and my girl got this relationship. I love her so bad, but she treats me like shit.

2005-07-30T06:27:58Z

I am not writing about my own problems, just what I saw from
the night. Ugh, I feel really shitty for some of my friends.

I saw some get intoxicated tonight and be real upset about the girls
that have captured their hearts.

It really hurts to see my friends not get what they want.

I am so glad I was there to comfort some of the people
that helped me with my girl problems in the past, whether
intoxicated or not.

Don't worry, my friends isn't actually me, I don't have
any girl problems, I just don't have any girl right now.
Which I find ok for the time being, because I am sure
enough that everything will work out.

I just wished all my friends could get what they
wanted because that would just make them, and me,
happier.

I wasn't a terrible drunk tonight, I was just a little
bored and then everything wore off, so here I am.

Cheryl, everything will turn out alright with your
lymphnodes and we all miss you too down here.
Don't worry, you'll be home soon enough and back
to complaining about how bored we all make you :).

I think there may be a party at my house tomorrow night.
I am sure it will turn out happier, for me, then the last
one.

Mendel, I am so glad we were there for the first time.

I am Brodie! Remember that!

Oh, I forgot. Tonight, the second girl that I am close
too told me that she is more attracted to guys that
treat her badly. FUCK THAT! If you are a girl that thinks
like that then that is bullshit. C'mon. I refuse to believe
that nice guys actually do finish last. And I refuse to, and
will NEVER start treating people, especially, girls badly
because some like guys more like that. I don't find it worth it.

Alright, with that I am done.
Peace.
Gitis aka Brodie.

And when I played my hand, I looked like a joker

2005-07-26T06:30:04Z

Wow, I am so glad that conversation happened tonight. It can finally mean after
too long that I can go back to being normal friends with a jerkface with
no awkwardness.

Man, I found out tonight that peoples assumptions and misinformation
really went a long way. But its all good because everything is
worked out.

And I told you today should have been different!

Man, I think next time I drink, I am going to have a lot, but not nearly as much as last night.

I am finally legal as of midnight tonight. Woot. Woot.

Going to buy some black and milds tomorrow to celebrate.

I kicked zeeb and nee's assed in Battlefront, felt great because I am so used to getting my ass
kicked on super smash brothers. I am getting better though and I found out that I am pretty good
with Link.

Wedding Crashers with Nee and Cristina tomorrow. That movie looked hilarious.

I get to see Danny, David, and Max as well. Tomorrow is looking to be pretty fun.

Also I got some Catonsville and Hardees to look forward to as well. Although I kinda want the
home court advantage. Oh well. I'll have my Ninja Wingman there with me so it will be all good.

Alright, well I am going to go keep on playing some Halo 2 on live.

Peace.
Gitis.

Keep it all out of sight, Undercover of the night

2005-07-24T19:49:31Z

First and foremost, I now believe that Cheryl can drive. I've seen it!

Now, there aren't many things I can say about the hilariousness
of last night except "Patato panini?"
and
"can I have one medium root beer" "ok one medium coke."
Oh and of course "the darkies are coming......."

And last but not least:
I'm Talking Tina and I'm coming to Kill YOU.

I still have that smile on my face and my basement is still spotless!

I LOVE WAKING UP HAPPY!
ITS GOING TO BE A GOOD DAY!

manypoundsofrage: but women never say anything until the man does first
Git72687: I know, its ridiculous.
Git72687: GET SOME BALLS!
manypoundsofrage: hahahah i know..god i really need to work on that..ya no not having balls thing

And not many people are lucky enough to just wake up, sleepily walk to
their computer and the first message they get from anyone, first thing
they see is:
lies and a grief: I got another splinter in my tongue.

Man, hilarious start to the day.

Hookah Bar before parte deux? I'm thinking yeah.

Who needs Felix Felicis when you have Constitution and its associates?

Peace.
Gitis.

I challenge all you bitches...

2005-07-12T21:48:48Z

With Nee's persuasion I have finally decided that it is time for you to be able to:

You can ask me TWO questions, no matter how personal, inappropriate
or random. I promise to answer the questions 100% truthfully.

So bitches, lets see what you got.

Peace.
Gitis

What do you think!?

2005-07-07T05:26:12Z

As
To sum it all up:

Git72687 (12:57:51 AM): Do you want to do something?
Mishy552 (12:58:46 AM): what is there to do?
Git72687 (1:00:26 AM): I gots no clue.
Mishy552 (1:00:30 AM): besides sit around and ponder things to do....

As I sit here with my Watermelon flavored Frozen Ice, I realize that this is something that occasionally needs to come with summer. The one night where everyone is dead tired and they all go to their seperate homes and either sleep or just sit there on computers, doing absolutely nothing and hating it. We need to find things to do, places to go, people to see! I mean I went from having 4 AM adventures with Cheryl last night to sitting here deciding upon what to do tonight. Meh, I can't really complain, been a great summer.

We went to Potbellys to visit Zeeb today but that bastard wasn't there!
Hung out with Nee, fun like always. Props on the room man.
WE BOUGHT AWESOME BATSYMBOL LOLIPOPS TODAY. THEY ARE INCREDIBLE!!!!

Fantastic 4 tomorrow. It will most definately be fantastic.

I think I am going to go draw some before I possibly do something with Cheryl in 45 minutes.

Spector ditched me for Katy today. I know you read this, jerkface!

And apparently Nee is "the glue," good to learn that ya bastard!

I really don't feel like being deep at all tonight, I appologize to all those who wanted something.

I must read my Batman graphic novels before I trade with Nee, ugh and I need to read Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.

Next Friday will begin the best weekend ever, I am so excited!

Exciting Dates Coming Up:
July 8th (1 Days) - Fantastic 4!
July 15th (8 Days) - Charlie and the Chocolate Factory!
July 16th (9 Days) - Harry Potter 6: Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince!
July 26th (19 Days) - My 18th Birthday!
August 7th (28 Days) - My Joint 18th Birthday and Graduation Party.
August 27th (51 Days) - UMD Move in.

I have officially become a Pezman!

Oh man, alright drawing time. Goodnight everyone, enjoy it :).
Peace.
Gitis "Gitilles" Sokolsky

No Boundries for this one.

2005-07-04T00:40:33Z

Hello Once Again,
Well I do not know who actually reads this livejournal since it is not something I am generally thought to have, but I don't really care. This is as much just for me as for anyone else. Yeah, but while I was in the shower about 30 minutes ago I was just reminiscing of Mooney's (Michelle Harlow's) party last night and just all the awesome people I was with. See my summer has fallen into the pattern of waking up anywhere from 2-4:30 (today was a record 4:20!) and going to sleep anywhere from 3-8 in the morning. It seems that I have almost completely become nocturnal. As Arianna said yesterday 9pm is considered early in our minds now. Yeah, but I took my friend Ally back to my house so she could get her car and drive home and upon returning to Mishy's house we were all just talking in the Kitchen and Chelsy asks me how my Israel trip went. For most of my close friends, you know that this trip was cancelled due to family reasons, but it just shocked me how Chelsy didn't know anything going on in my life, and Chelsy, if you ever read this, I'm not going to lie to you, its not my fault you don't know anything, the blame rests on someone, or something, else. So in the shower, I decided to go through and talk about people/rumors about me, and everything and take out all the boundries for once because I am really tired of people coming up to me and telling me all this stuff which is apparently about me that I have never heard of before. You don't need to believe me if you don't want to, its up to you. So lets begin with the current topic, Chelsy.

- Chelsy: What can I say about you chelsy... Hm, well I don't like what people are telling me happened between me and you at beach week. Chelsy, I hope you enjoyed making everyone think I was completely in love with you, and I am sorry that this is not so, but you know how I feel and I know how you feel, even though I feel like you would die before telling anyone how you have ever felt about me, and you know what happened and you telling people the shit you told them behind my back hurts. I mean you should have known that it would have gotten back to me. Anyways, for the past two years I have felt like you were just leading me around on a leash and I was your little bitch, and I finally confronted you and told you I was tired of that crap, so your response was telling people what you wanted me to say to you instead of what I did. I hope you have a great summer and enjoy Calleva. If you want to become close with me, like I am with Ally, as you yourself told me you wanted, then you should make an effort towards this, not just expect it to happen. Reading this message once again, it sounds very negative. It shouldn't be. We have had a roller coaster friendship the last four years and it may finally be coming to a stable part. You are an incredible person. We all make mistakes. Yeah, I thank you for the last four years, because a lot of who I am now is because of our friendship. Moving on. An interesting turn of events, you just called me Chelsy to do something with me tonight. I find that kind of interesting, maybe you took my advise that I wrote above before I posted it, we shall see tonight.

- Eli: I was never, I repeat never, pissed at you for going out with Chelsy as I hear you think. People were telling me that you didn't like me because you thought I was completly pressed over Chelsy and that is why I was distant the last few months, not because I was mad. I was never mad at you, you are an awesome guy, we still need to talk and straighten everything out.

- Arianna: Not much really to say. Your an awesome person and we have a lot of fun. Your insights and comments never fail to entertain, we have great conversations, and I trust your opinion on everything. Thanks for being there :).

- Michelle (aka Mishy aka Mooney): Just like Arianna, you are always there and I appreciate this. We have a lot of fun and don't forget we each have around three things to teach the other before the end of the summer so we should start working on it. Happy Early Birthday, I hope you had a lot of fun last night, because I sure did, and I hope you enjoy you present. You need to learn to answer your cellphone better, jerkface!

- Andrey: Your a great guy, and one of the genuinely nicest people I know. You hate livejournal so you probably wont read this unless I tell you to, which I wont! So Ha! Don't let stupid things bother you and you will find yourself having more fun instantly. Don't forget, put it in a chest and lock it. For your own good. As with Michelle, you cellphone sucks!

- Nee: You emo bastard. :). We have fun, I enjoy our talks of superheros and other awesomeness. We should actually make that comic book we were talking about. Um, Fantastic 4 soon! Alright!

- Zeeb: Your hilarious. And just awesome. Yeah. Ok.

- Mendel: We have fun, you funny. It works well. We have got videos to finish.

-Sean Stone: You need to be around more man!

- Diddy: Your just awesome man. I enjoy the late nights chilling at your house and expect more of them from this summer. Irreversible was a ridiculous movie and you suck for recommending it! Its good to have you around to get fast service at the Prince Cafe, haha.

- Cheryl: I do not really know you, being how I just met you, but you seem very mature and well composed, which is awesome. You keep everyone in line when they are going nuts for whatever reason. I enjoy the hilarious facial expressions you give when you disagree with what someone is saying or just think they are acting stupid. I look forward to hanging out with you more this summer.

- Brad Klein: You are a nice kid man. My advise to you, is don't let people take advantage of this. It is an awesome quality to have but you will find people exploiting it as a weakness, don't let them.

- Younger Brad: You are hardcore. Try and be careful.

- Chris Chous (younger): You are godzilla. thats it.

- Najva: Get your ass back home, we miss you.

- Alia: Hm, I have a feeling this may be lengthy. I am not mad at you, because there is no point in being mad at you. I really just kind of want an appology, because I never really did anything to you. To put it out there, I never ever was mad at you about head, I don't know why you told people that because you know I never ever said that. And you know I yelled at Ward and defended you, so I don't know. The whipping it out thing, Alia, that is too silly and ridiculous of a rumor for me to even care about. Everyone knows I would never do that, so there is no point in continuing that one. There are two real reasons that I was ever angry at you, one of them is that you really hurt one of my close friends and I don't like people fucking with my friends. I don't necessarily take the Joe route and try and kick someone's ass, because I'm not a fighter, but I was pissed at what you did. The second reason is because you ruined things between Najva and myself. You know how you did it, she knows how you did it. I know how you did it. And that I could not forgive you for because when I was with Najva I was probably the happiest I have/had been in a long time and you took that away and you have to live with that, which I hope is punishment enough. Alia, there is no need to lie to people, it doesn't accomplish anything. I hope you have an awesome time at Auburn. Good luck :).

- Ms. Ally Spector: My Dearest Wife. I am sure you were reading everying above this and wondering when I would mention you and I decided to save it for last. Since I never wrote out a senior will to you, this will have to suffice. I was thinking with the above posts, that the people I don't know as well are getting longer entries than those which I am closer to. I know, that I have to put whatever I can into this to make it long and worthwhile as you did for me in you senior wills. I reread them before I started writing this and they were incredible. Lets begin, I honestly cannot be grumpy when I am with you, you just bring out the best in me. And like I have told you numerous times, our relationship has taught me so much patience. As you said in your senior wills, "I’m sorry for the wait (14 more months), but don’t worry it will be worth it." but its only 10 months now! Man time flies. I will always be grateful towards Glikman, Marmon, Gene Wilder, and WIlly Wonka for introducing us, what an unexpected surprise almost 2 years ago. Its incredible how far you and I have come in two short years. I can honestly say I am not worried about you and me next year, and trust me, it is kind of incredible that I can honestly say that. With our constant awesome phone conversations, breaks, and visiting each other, we will be fine, I am sure of it. I find it funny how you ended you will with "Also our letters are soo much more interesting and longer. So as you wait for your next hand written letter, and as I wait for you to transfer to Radford," and how that is still currently true seeing how it is your turn for the letter and I will be heading to UMD not RU this upcoming August. We still have a lot of things left to do on our summerlist and now that I am not going away, we have much more time to see each other and I am really happy that we have been taking advantage of that. Well, I am going to end this and you know that I love you as well.

For anyone that I did not mention, don't take it personally, these are just the people who have helped shape my summer into what it is now. I am free all the time so just give me a call and we can hang out whenever.

Exciting Dates Coming Up:
July 4th (1 Days) - Party and fireworks!
July 8th (5 Days) - Fantastic 4!
July 15th (12 Days) - Charlie and the Chocolate Factory!
July 16th (13 Days) - Harry Potter 6: Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince!
July 26th (23 Days) - My 18th Birthday!
August 7th (32 Days) - My Joint 18th Birthday and Graduation Party.
August 27th (55 Days) - UMD Move in.

I have been tagged by Arianna so here we go:
5 songs im into at the moment (sorry about all the Coldplay, X&Y came out June 7th and I have been listening to it all the time)
Coldplay - Talk
Killers - All these things that I've done
Coldplay - Speed of Sound
Keane - This is the Last Time
Colpay - Square One

I tag:
Ally Spector
Adam Lax
Julian Schmitz
Jordan Fabian
Emily Grekin

Alright, I think that is a good enough post for today. The Hookah bar may be a possibility for tonight, we shall see.
Peace.
Gitis "Gitilles" Sokolsky

Anyways

2005-06-30T20:52:34Z

I have a confession to make. On October 25th, 2004 (my last post), I may have said that I would post frequently, but it seems that this may not have been the most accurate of statements.

First and foremost, thank you Arianna for the post that came directly before this, it is humorous and excellent.

Yeah, I was supposed to go to Israel this summer, which did not work out due to the condition of one of my close family members. It is ok though because I am having an incredible time this summer.

For a majority of my evenings, I have been hanging out with Nee, Mendel, Zee, Cheryl (I hope I spelled that correctly), Both Brads, and Andrey. And during the days I usually see Arianna and Mishy. So there have not been that many boring wondering "what I am going to do with myself" moments.

Yesterday I saw War of the Worlds with most of the above mentioned crowded, except for Arianna and Brad(s). I did not like it very much and felt like it would have been much better had it stuck to the book for than just the name. Meh, not all movies are incredible, I have come to accept that.

Chris Chou (the younger (junior) one), aka Melvin, always does the funniest Godzilla impression whenever I see him. It is hilarious, if you know him, make sure to convince him to do it.

I saw 30 minutes of the scariest movie I have ever seen last night. It was in Joe's basement with KR, Cheryl, and Joe and it was called Irreversible and I cannot describe to you the sick shit that was in this movie. The whole 30 minutes we were begging Joe to turn it off and he finally did once I told him I was about to throw up and Cheryl was yelling at him telling him that she was nauseous.

My Dad and I keep postponing ordering my new Laptop, I am not sure why. As soon as next week comes around, hopefully I will order it.

Exciting Dates Coming Up:
July 4th (4 Days) - Party and fireworks!
July 8th (8 Days) - Fantastic 4!
July 15th (15 Days) - Charlie and the Chocolate Factory!
July 16th (16 Days) - Harry Potter 6: Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince!
July 26th (26 Days) - My 18th Birthday!
August 27th (58 Days) - UMD Move in.

Since I do have time now, I actually will be posting more frequently, and it will be truthful this time.

Two nights ago, I was introduced to an awesome friend named Ivy, Poison Ivy.
I still have one more friend to meet, hopefully relatively soon.

This morning I was awoken at 9 by mom and told to move my stuff that is in front of my windows out of the way because guys were coming to clean my windows. So I moved all this stuff out of the way and went to sleep on my bed. I woke up an hour later to roll over and see a Mexican man's face starring back at me through my window and I was like WTF mate! I got up and went to the basement where I feel asleep until 2. At 1 the regular house cleaners came and I woke up at 2 to look at see a Mexican Women's face peering over me, I jumped up, went back upstairs and fell back asleep till 3:30. It has been a good day :). And I believe my plans for tonight at to hang out with Ms.Spector, so it will only get better.

But for now, I must depart and probably watch Animated Batman Episodes.

Peace

Gitis "Gitilles" Sokolsky

Well, well

2004-10-26T01:26:39Z

Guess who's back
Back again
Gitis' back
Tell a friend

Well as the plagarized song tells you, i believe it is time to actually utilize my live journal. I wonder if my name is still even on peoples friendslists, well if it is, lemme know and i'll add you to mine.

Someone asked me today where i have been, and i realized that i dont know what i do anymore. Like i come home and i dont know what i am doing between 2:30 when i get home and 7. Sometimes i sleep, other times video games, sometimes i read, and other times i just think. The upsetting part it, i can list stuff i do, but i dont remember anything thats come from it. I need to start doing some more important things. I mean the thinking obviously has been good, seeing how i am reflecting on what i was thinking about earlier, but other then that i dont know.

The Stranger has led me to look at life in many different perspectives. Even though i did not particularly enjoy the book and thought meursault was a whiny asshole, i still am very interested in some of its ideals. I personally do not believe i am an existentialist, i do have more care then for just the physical, and the past and future are important to me, yet i feel like sometimes i take things for granted. I believe we all do this without even realizing it.

"The innability to distinguish dream from reality results in the overall deficiency of the importance of reality itself..." I finnd this quote interesting, to anyone who reads this, please tell me how you feel about it.

I dunno, im gonna go for now, but i will be posting frequently.

Peace

Gitis "Gitilles" Sokolsky

stuff

2004-06-09T00:36:19Z

A topic that I have meant to discuss for quite sometime, and having the ability to utilize a tool such as a live journal upon which anyone could read and see my opinions, I decided it was appropriate to share my thoughts on a subject that is prevalent to us all. Maturity. Now, who has the right to define maturity? Who can point at someone and say that they are not mature, or that a different person is mature? No one holds this right except someone about himself or herself, yet others label people consistently. There are people who are relied upon for humor, but upon delivery of this humor, there are those people who say that they are immature. But, without those who provide this humor, everyone would be emotionless and bored constantly. Some may consider me immature for starting off my last sentence with the word “but.” Now this is a grammatical mistake, but when one is the writer of a passage, they make all of the rules, they decide what is grammatically correct or not. Friedrich Nietzsche once stated: “Man's maturity: to have regained the seriousness that he had as a child at play.” Now how could maturity have to do with playing as a child? How could this possibly be? To be mature doesnt one need to be articulate? Well dressed, smart, polite, grateful? How could a child playing possibly be mature? Joseph Heller also stated, “When I grow up I want to be a little boy.” Another grown man, with full knowledge of what he is saying and writing also expresses his want to be a child. With two respectable men writing this, one must think. What does maturity really mean? Possibly, if one can come up with their own definition of the word, then they have achieved it.

Yes so lemme finish topics before i dunno... Yea.. Hm.... so I'm definately typing right now as i am thinking which is called stream of consciousness.... Anyways, my life... Yea, i have it pretty good. Things are going well. I was SUPPOSED to go to the beach except, like usual, that got fucked up. It really pissed me off especially since i convinced my dad to not only let me go, but to let me drive!!! O well...

I saw saved today and it was really funny, just poking fun at Jesus Freaks. One of the only take home lines was "If god wanted us all to be the same, then why did he make us all different?" Yea.. think about that one. Stepford Wives and Garfield both come out this weekend and I'll definately see one, maybe both. I still havn't gotten a chance to see the Day After Tomorrow, but now that I am not going to the beach I have a lot of free time to see some movies.

I only got two exams and they are both tomorrow so very soon i will be a free man. I cant wait. I had no exams today so one of my buddies slept over, it was awesome. Yea.... Anyways.... Im hungry...

I was noticing how that whenever people have live journals, many times they just use it to bitch or have "live journal fights" or just piss someone off online because they dont have the balls to do it to their face... Im sorry, but thats just dumb. Live journal fights just are the stupidest thign ever. If your gonna fight, then get some punches thrown, dont type in some curses. Ugh... anyways... im gonna head out to do some stuff, maybe study for exams.. who knows?

What a long strange trip its been...

~Captain Gitis Sokolsky

epiphany

2004-04-28T03:32:01Z

Hello everyone,

I've come to the realization that i have possessed a live journal for quite some time now and i have only proceeded to write in it just once, announcing to everyone that i am finally a member of the live journal family. While this one post may have seemed promising to many of you for a future variety of posts, unfortunately i have not been responsible enough to continue posting. I know realize, while reading others live journals, that i should be posting as much as i can and i now fully intend to do so. Well on to my current life:

My life in the last few weeks has been melech. Awards applications are due soon and the chapter owes it to me to create good awards so our chapter wins shit. This takes up much of my time. Along with school and my friends, a heavy pile of stuff to do begins to form and i am stuck at the bottom, trying to work my way up. Now, usually as i get a foothold and begin pulling myself up, something knocks me back down, but lately i have been moving up and up so hopefully this pile will not make me start over any time soon.

Well, i believe that i have wrote an optimal amount for my second posting, i will be adding more on in the near future. Well until then.. Goodbye.

~Captain Gitis Sokolsky

my first post

2003-12-12T05:58:51Z

Well everyone, people have been bugging me for awhile now and i finally made a post. I was sick all day today, which i actually needed. I got 18 hours of sleep since 4:30 yesterday afternoon, hence why I am completely not tired right now. Today i saw vanilla sky and let me tell you, it blew my mind. It was an amazing movie and i recommend it to everyone. In the previous couple of weeks, me and some of my buddies, primarily ross and julian, have come up with a list of the most life changing movies to have come out. The list goes as such:

Life Changing Movies (in no particular order)
1. Pulp Fiction
2. American Beauty
3. Saving Private Ryan
4. Forest Gump
5. American History X
6. Glory
7. Remember the Titans
8. Philadelphia
9. Shawshank Redemption
10. Truman Show
11. Casablanca
12. Blow
13. Gone with the Wind
14. Schindler's List
15. Vanilla Sky
16. Life is Beautiful
17. What Dreams May Come
18. Good Will Hunting
19. As Good As It Gets
20. Rainman
21. School Ties

If you have any discrepancies or additions with that list, please tell me. I will also post our list of most revolutionary movies in my next entree. I still hold strong with my belief that the Titans will go to, and win, the "soup bowl" this year. I mean c'mon, the team is fucking amazing this year. I know that these past two weeks have been minor setbacks, but the Titans will get their act together, finish the regular season strong, and most likely meet and beat the eagles in the "soup bowl." Well, its almost one and i think its time for me to go to sleep. I hope you have enjoyed my first post. Please comment. Goodnight. Gentlemen, you will all remember today as the day you have almost caught Captain Jack Sparrow. Damn, i wish my name was Jack Sparrow.... O well. peace.
~Captain Gitman